On being more bouncy...
You're a bouncy ball living in a billiard ball world...
Billiard Balls….
The white ball…
Hits’ the colored ball…
Fuck…
Can I say colored?
Is that still offensive?
I know it used to be….
I don’t know if it is now, or where, or by whom….
Is that determined by who said it, or where, or what the intent may or may not have been?
Ready for some gold?
(This “offensive” - “inner argument” - is the world - of back and forth…..)
(This is how back and forth - gets you lost in spin doctoring…)
(This is what happens when - we focus on avoiding “impact” - instead of being bounce…)
When we try to avoid any possible impact….
We can’t possibly get to bounce…
Super side note…
When I was a little boy, we played “cars”….
Hotwheels…
Matchbox…
Little expensive metal cars….
And we would move them around with our hands…
Like we were driving them…
Back and forth….
It was fun….
But it also got boring pretty quick…
But when we had the most fun was…
When there was a collision….
A bounce….
Real impact….
We would take the cars and fling them through the air….
OMG…
You never knew, exactly how the cars would fly…
Or where they would land…
Or how many more would join in the pile up….
Once one of us “bounced”…
The others followed…
We stopped playing billiards….
We remembered to be as little children…
Bounce…
But I digress…
We settle for being billiard balls…
When we could be bouncy balls…
What you really are is a bouncy ball in a billiard ball world…
Billiard balls are solid….
Billiard balls are heavy…
They tend to mostly travel on a single flat surface…
Somewhat predictable…
They don’t enjoy much time in free fall…
They don’t enjoy much time at the shopping mall…
Beth, who’s name means home…
Beth is a bit of a bouncy ball…
Beth reminded me today about buying the bouncy balls out of the 25 cent machines at the shopping mall…
Once you started playing with them, you never knew where those bouncy balls were gonna end up….
My bouncy balls almost never made it out of the mall….
My antics with them often did have me make friends with strangers and security….
Meanwhile…..
Back and forth….
Billiard Balls…
We settle for that…..
Inside / Outside…
And the divine given gifts and goodies come from the upside - out of the blue….
And rain down on us like sunshine….
I’m talking desires here…
Divine Desires….
Because your desires are divine…
They each have their own plan…
They each have their own power…
And when you ignore one or more of those 3….
Problems consume you….
And you again, become a billiard ball…
See above…
And on the other hand, if you are willing and able to be the bounce….