Do I measure up?

I can't get shit done today and....

So I’m stuck…

I’m stuck in a loop…

I feel like I’ve done nothing…

Like I need to “get shit done”…

Which from what I can tell is an invite…

• When I feel like “I need” to “get shit done”…

• But it “ain’t happening”…

• I’ve simply lost - my I am-ness….

And I’m lost in the world of comparison…

Compared to yesterday…

I haven’t done shit…

Compared to Neighbor Norm…

I haven’t accomplished shit…

Compared to what I thought - I could do - today…

Shit! Shit! Shit!

Here’s what I notice…

Needing proof I exist…

When I need proof - I exist…

• I take a measurement…

According to science…

If something exists - it can be measured…

It can be measured either directly or indirectly…

You can measure the critter or you can measure the tracks it leaves behind…

• A bigger dog leaves bigger prints…

• A heavier dog - leaves deeper prints…

My mentors said “dogs” represented thinking…

And that there are a few different kinds of dogs….

• Wolves reveal strengths…

• Foxes are cunning…

• Coyotes are tricksters…

And all those kids of thinkings - leave tracks behind - let’s call them thoughts.

Meanwhile…

There’s the spirit - that moves - within all…

That’s an old teaching…

• One spirit - that moves within…

• One spirit - that moves all…

• And everything - everywhere - is a track of that….

One…

Meanwhile….

What if this was all I got done today…

What if this is what showed up - when I got out of my own way….

By not needing proof - that I am….

By discovering the dance that was ready to be - danced….